Posted by: expectingamiracle | August 1, 2008

I am not.

SIL decided last week to keep her baby.

She has dropped out of college, gotten involved in drugs/alcohol (thankfully don’t think she still is), been unable to wake up and go to a job, been unemployed, having unprotected sex with some guy she wasn’t serious about at all.

I’ve finished my education, gotten married to the love of my life, gotten a job, become financially stable, bought a house, been aching for a baby in my arms.

She’s going to be a mom.

I am not.

Seriously, God.   WTF?  It would be a hell of a lot more pleasant if you just ripped my heart out and stomped on it.

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  1. Life is a bitch sometimes, isn’t it? Sometimes I think about how differently we will look at our future children, after going through so much to create them. I think we will be strong moms, I really do 😀


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